Spirit and Destiny

Aku mencintaimu, bebas dan tanpa syarat. Aku menginginkanmu, selamanya ada di dekatmu. Aku tidak akan menjanjikan apa-apa, tapi aku bisa memberimu cinta. -Tommy
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Dear my Laura. Melihatmu disana membuatku terpaku; akankah aku bisa mempertahankan dirimu? Dengan segala keterbatasan yang aku punya, aku takut tidak bisa bersanding dengan kesempurnaanmu. Segala daya yang ku punya telah ku curahkan untuk mengejar dan menjaga cintamu. Laura, mungkin aku bukanlah pria sempurna, mungkin aku hanyalah setitik debu di pinggir lukisan, mungkin aku hanyalah seonggok rumput yang mencuri-curi kehidupan di taman hatimu, tapi aku ingin kamu tahu, aku mencintaimu. Apapun yang kulakukan, sebodoh apapun, itu semua demi kamu. Agar aku bisa tetap bertahan di hatimu dan aku bisa mengikutimu di sepanjang tarikan nafasmu. Percayalah, aku mencintaimu. Siapa saja, katakan pada Laura, aku mencintainya. Katakan pada Laura, aku menginginkannya. Katakan pada Laura, hanyalah namalnya yang meluncur dari bibirku meskipun aku harus merelakan udara tak lagi masuk ke rongga dadaku, aku hanya mencintainya...
Laura and Tommy were lovers, he wanted to give her everything, flowers, presents, but most of all, a wedding ring. He saw a sign for a stock car race, A thousand dollar prize it read, He couldn't get Laura on the phone, So to her mother, Tommy said: Tell Laura I love her, Tell Laura I need her, Tell Laura I may be late, I've something to do, that cannot wait. He drove his car to the racing grounds, He was the youngest driver there, The crowed roared as they started the race, Around the track they drove at a deadly pace. No one knows what happened that day, Or how his car overturned in flames, But as they pulled him from the twisted wreck, With his dying breath, they heard him say: Tell Laura I love her, Tell Laura I need her, Tell Laura not to cry, My love for her will never die. Now in the chapel where Laura prays, For her poor Tommy, who passed away, It was just for Laura he lived and died, Alone in the chapel she can hear him cry.
Tell Laura i Love her by Ray Peterson
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Laura... nafasku sesak. Aku ingin melihatmu, sekali lagi. Aku ingin menggenggam tanganmu agar aku yakin kamu milikku. Aku ingin menciummu, mungkin untuk yang terakhir kalinya. Siapa saja, bawa Laura ke hadapanku. Aku ingin bertemu dengannya sebelum malaikat ini menarik jiwaku pergi. LAURA... Datanglah. Aku ingin bertemu denganmu. Jangan biarkan 'dia' membawaku pergi. Aku tidak ingin meninggalkan kamu. Cepatlah Laura, aku sudah tidak bisa bernafas lagi... LAURA...
Oh, where oh where can my baby be? , the Lord took her away from me, She's gone to heaven, so I got to be good, So I can see my baby when I leave this world. We were out on a date in my daddy's car, We hadn't driven very far, There in the road, up straight ahead, A car was stalled, the engine was dead, I couldn't stop, so I swerved to the right, I'll never forget the sound that night, The screamin' tires, the bustin' glass, The painful scream that I heard last. When I woke up, the rain was pourin' down, There were people standing all around, Something warm rollin' through my eyes, But somehow I found my baby that night, I lifted her head, she looked at me and said, "Hold me darling just a little while”, I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss, I found the love that I knew I would miss, But now she's gone, even though I hold her tight, I lost my love, my life that night.
Last Kiss by Pearl Jam
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Dear all... Apakah ini surga? Sepertinya begitu karena sejauh mataku memandang, aku hanya melihat keindahan, kedamaian dan kebahagiaan. Bahagia? Mengapa aku tidak bisa merasakannya, seperti penghuni surga lainnya? Jiwaku kosong. Aku merasa kurang lengkap. Di bawah sana, jauh dari tempatku, semua orang menangis, menangisiku. Aku melihat jasadku dimasukkan ke dalam tanah diiringi tetes air mata. Seluruh keluargaku, teman-teman ku dan.... Laura!!! Dia ada di sana, terpekur tak berdaya menatap nisan bertuliskan namaku. Dia terdiam karena air matanya telah habis untuk menangisiku, atau mungkin mengutukku, mengutuk kebodohanku menyerahklan nyawa ke tangan malaikat di tengah jalanan sementara pada saat yang bersamaan dia tengah menungguku. Seharusnya aku menemuinya, bukan berjudi dengan nyawa di jalanan terkutuk itu. Ah, sudahlah, Untuk apa menyesalinya? Toh, aku sudah berada di sini sekarang, terpisah jauh dengan Laura dan tanganku tak lagi mampu menggapainya. Katakan pada Laura, aku masih mencintainya dan aku bahagia pernah melewatkan satu musim matahari bersamanya. Selamat tinggal Laura...
Goodbye my friend, it's hard to die, when all the birds are singing in the sky, and all the flowers are everywhere, pretty girls are everywhere, "Think of me and i'll be there". Goodbye, papa, please pray for me, i was the black sheep of the family, "I don't know all these words, I have bought three turds, With my BB-gun I would kill birds". We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun, but the hills that we climbed, were just seasons out of time. All our lives, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun, But the stars that we reached were just starfish on the beach. Goodbye, michelle, my little one, "I was the apple of the shining sun. And I have loved you every week, All my tears are salty, I think that now I will start to leave. We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun, But the hills that we climbed, Were just seasons out of time. We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun, But the stars that we reached were just starfish on the beach. We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun, But the hills that we climbed Were just seasons out of time, We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun But the stars that we reached where just starfish on the beach. Season In The Sun by Nirvana
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Mengapa aku harus kehilangan dia? Mengapa aku harus kehilangan Tommy? Tidakkah mereka tahu bahwa kita saling mencintai? Tidakkah mereka tahu bahwa kita telah memimpikan kehidupan yang indah di masa depan? Tidakkah mereka tahu bahwa kita pernah berjanji untuk selalu berdampingan selamanya? Tommy, tidakkah kamu tahu bahwa duniaku hancur waktu melihatmu tergeletak tak bernyawa di hadapanku? Tidakkah kamu tahu bahwa dadaku sesak karena air mata yang tak hentinya mengakir dan aku terus meracau memanggil namamu? Tidakkah kamu mendengar panggilanku? Kamu pernah bilang, aku berbisik pun kamu akan mendengarnya, tapi mengapa sekarang, di saat aku berteriak kamu tak jua bangun? Apakah kamu tidak menginginkan aku lagi? Mengapa kamu meninggalkan aku? Mengapa kamu mengingkari janji kita? Tommy, aku tidak sanggup melihat butiran-butiran tanah berjatuhan menutupi rumah barumu. Harusnya kita sekarang berada di rumah kita, bukannya terpisah. Tommy, gapai tanganku, genggam jemariku lagi. Tommy, jangan biarkan mereka menutup habis rumahmu dengan gundukan tanah ini. Tidak, jangan tinggalkan aku. Cerita ini milik kita, selamanya akan menjadi milik kita, selamanya akan kita tulis berdua. Jangan biarkan aku menoreh cerita sendirian. Aku tidak sanggup. Tolong aku, Tommy...
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Dear Tommy.. Apa kabarmu sayang? Apakah benar surga itu seindah bayangan kita? Tommy, apakah kamu masih mengingatku atau kecantikan bidadari surga membuatmu lupa akan diriku? Seandainya kamu tahu, inginku menggapai bintang karena bintang yang bersinar paling terang di malam hari, itu adalah dirimu. Inginku menggapaimu lagi tapi aku hanya mampu menitikkan air mata tatkala aku mulai mengenang dirimu. Inginku memanggilmu dan memintamu untuk datang tapi aku hanya mendapatkan harapan kosong. Kamu tidak akan pernah datang. Dirimu abadi disana, di rumahmu yang berada jauh... jauh... di atas sana. Tapi Tommy, aku masih berharap, sudilah dirimu untuk tetap mengingatku, dan mencintaiku karena setiap air mataku adalah doa untukmu di surga..
Would you know my name, If I saw you in heaven, Will it be the same, If I saw you in heaven, I must be strong, and carry on, Cause I know I don't belong, Here in heaven. Would you hold my hand, If I saw you in heaven, Would you help me stand, If I saw you in heaven, I'll find my way, through night and day, Cause I know I just can't stay, Here in heaven. Time can bring you down, Time can bend your knee, Time can break your heart, Have you begging please, Begging please. Beyond the door, There's peace I'm sure. And I know there'll be no more, Tears in heaven. Tears In Heaven - Eric Clapton
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Tommy, aku tidak sanggup. Aku ingin lari mengejarmu. Aku tidak bisa menoreh ceritaku sendiri. Aku butuh kamu. Aku ingin berbicara denganmu lagi, berbagi beban kita bersama, berbagi khayal kita berdua, berbagi mimpi kita. Tunggu aku, Tommy. Berjanjilah, tunggu aku...
I need to talk with you again, Why did you go away? All our time together still feels like yesterday. I never thought I'd see, A single day without you, The things we take for granted, We can sometimes lose. And if I promise not to feel this pain, Will I see you again? Will I see you again? Coz time will pass me by, Maybe I'll never learn to smile, But I know I'll make it through, If you wait for me. And all the tears I cry, No matter how I try, They'll never bring you home to me, Won't you wait for me in heaven? Do you remember how it was? When we never seemed to care, The days went by so quickly, Coz I thought you'd always be there. And it's hard to let you go, Though I know that I must try, I feel like I've been cheated, Coz we never said goodbye. Coz I miss you so, and I need to know. Will you wait for me? Will You Wait For Me by Kavana
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Dear Laura.. Berhentilah menangis sayang. Tidakkah kamu tahu bahwa jiwaku yang kosong semakin terluka dan terkikis ketika aku melihat air matamu berjatuhan. Berhentilah meratap untukku. Kamu gadis yang kuat, aku tahu itu. Kamu pasti bisa melukis kanvas kehidupanmu sendirian, tanpa aku dan kamu pasti bisa membuat cerita baru yang tidak menghadirkan aku di dalamnya. Kamu gadis yang kuat, dan aku percaya itu. Tersenyumlah saat mentari bersinar dan bermimpilah kala rembulan berpijar. Lanjutkan hidupmu, berhentilah meratapiku. Aku tidak akan kemana-mana. Aku akan menunggumu di sini sampai saatmu tiba. Dan, dalam penantianku, aku akan selalu memberi kabar untukmu, lewat perantara angin sebagai pengganti kartu pos kita. Dengarlah bisikan angin karena di sanalah kamu akan mendengar panggilanku dan desahan cintaku untukmu.
If you never say goodbye, To the best thing in your life, There are things you don't appreciate At all, So it's best that you don't try, Holding back the time, Are you ever gonna be, Quite satisfied. Postcard from heaven, Go to where you belong, Never find the perfect situation, Untill you know where you're from. If you ever say goodbye, No regrets, I won't ask why, And I wish you all the best luck, In the world. Should you ever change your mind, Holding back the sunshine, Are you ever gonna be, Quite satisfied. Postcard From Heaven by Lighthouse Family
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Pulanglah Laura. Pulanglah ke rumahmu. Cucilah mukamu dan tidurlah. Temui aku di mimpimu. Sejauh apapun jarak antara kita, aku akan selalu ada untukmu, menjagamu dengan jiwaku. Tenanglah laura. Meskipun ragaku hancur berkeping-keping di makan tanah tapi jiwaku akan tetap abadi, untukmu cintaku.
Where did we come from, Why all here? Where do we go when we die? What lies beyond, And what lay before? Is anything certain in life? They say, "Life is too short," "The here and the now" And "You're only given one shot" But could there be more, Have I lived before, Or could this be all that we've got? If I die tomorrow, I'd be all right, Because I believe, That after we're gone, The spirit carries on. I used to be frightened of dying, I used to think death was the end, But that was before, I'm not scared anymore, I know that my soul will transcend. I may never find all the answers, I may never understand why, I may never prove, What I know to be true, But I know that I still have to try. "Move on, be brave, Don't weep at my grave, Because I am no longer here, But please never let, Your memory of me disappear". Safe in the light that surrounds me, Free of the fear and the pain, My questioning mind, Has helped me to find, The meaning in my life again, Victoria's real, I finally feel, At peace with the girl in my dreams, And now that I'm here, It's perfectly clear, I found out what all of this means. The Spirit Carries On by Dream Theatre
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Selamanya cinta kita akan selalu ada, tak peduli seberapa jauh jarak di antara kita. Sekarang mungkin kita terpisah, tapi besok, kamu akan berada di pelukanku lagi. Dan, begitu hari itu tiba, kamu tak kan ku lepas lagi. -Tommy
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Selamanya cinta kita akan selalu ada, tak peduli seberapa jauh jarak di antara kita. Sekarang mungkin kita terpisah tapi setiap detik yang ku lalui hanya akan membawaku ke tempatmu, semakin dekat denganmu. Dan begitu aku tiba, sambutlah kedatanganku dengan peluk dan kecupmu dan berjanjilah, jangan lepaskan aku lagi. Tidak peduli berapa ribu detik harus ku lalui karena aku yakin aku hanya kan berlabuh di pelukanmu. -Laura


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  1. wow.. aku baca tadi malem sebelom tidur sampe merinding.. sedih banget

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  2. Thanks ya..
    Tunggu cerita-cerita selanjutnya ya...

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